Today is Gift

I want to laugh till my stomach hurts I want to cry till there's no tears left I want to scream with the wave of ocean I want fly like birds in the sky

When my brain shouts i don't care  Whispers back my heart "really" Screaming out yes" So why your tears are dropping Till my last breath Things lot will happen At those mistakes, have to repair it or Always say things happen and leave? These must not occur Therefore have to cure and repair it? Even pretending outside Inside i'm burning with pain Even want leave and run out Inside whispers be patient and wait

When i'm not being myself, remind me When i'm affected by others and not being myself, remind me Seems like born again to this reversed world So afraid that unknowingly get used to this abstract world That not just things so do people change Today i might not be myself but don't forget who i am World that only chases after charm that makes you want to believe noone Remind me who i am wherever Wherever they go, they always change themselves Remind me who i am when i'm with whoever I was born to make myself I don't want to be like them I will make my own world I can't stand others wrong idea Just for the temporary sunlight when i get doubted, don't leave me Just then when my patience gone and my soul changes, chase after me I'm not afraid to walk in the dark forest I'm afraid to live with lie alone I'm not afraid to stand against tornado I'm afraid that i can't stand bad soul Today i'll be myself Tomorrow remind me Like i was myself yes...

Bi ahij uuruusuu urvahgui, huurahgui Bugd buruu gesen ch bat zogssoor l baina Buh zuild ahij tailbar tavihgui Bugdeeree gaihsan ch shaltag toochihgui Minii songoson zam zugeer l uur Medehgui songolt hiisen ch, hiigeegui ch Magadgui buruudsan, zuvdsun ch Minii l songolt, Hussen zamaaraa amidarmaar baina Helsen ugendee ezen bolmoor baina Haruulsan nulimsaa ahij gargamaargui baina Hamtdaa baigaach gehed bie min l togtono Setgel min ali hediin tengerluu nisch odson Sansar ogtorguigaar toiron ayalj baigaa I will never betray or fool myself again I will stand up even others are against me Will never explain anything Will not tell excuse even others are surprised My choice is different from others Maybe the choice that I do know or don’t Maybe that is right or wrong My choice I want to live by the choice I made I want to carry out the promise I made I don’t want to show my tears again When you want me to stay, only my body will remain Well my soul already flown away to sky Wandering...

I don't like migrant birds for they not staying but fly to warm nice places and leave I don’t like sand pieces for being game of weather and wander around I don’t like snow flakes for not standing the sun heat and melt away I don’t like tick tock sound of clock for reminding me where I am now and that I’m getting old I don’t like showing my tears to others that they are happy like they don’t cry But I like to laugh because when my heart is happy, I smile  Munkh-Ulzii.B: I don't like sand pieces Б.Мөнх-Өлзий : Би, элсэн ширхэгт дургүй  Би нүүдлийн шувуунд дургүй Тэд нэг газартаа байдаггүй Аль сайхан, дулаахан газар руу урваад явчихдаг Би элсэн ширхэгт дургүй Тэнгэрийн муухай, газрын салхины зугаа Тэнэж явдаг Би цасан ширхэгт дургүй Тэрүүхэн нарыг тэвчиж чадахгүй Хайлж орхидог Би цагны цохилох чимээнд дургүй Өнөөдөр чи хаана байгааг хэлж өгдөг Өтөлж байгаагаа мэдэрдэг Би нулимсаа хэнд ч үзүүлэх дургүй Орчлонгийн хүмүүс өөрсдөө уйлахгүй юм шиг Баярлах нь байдаг ...

♫♪ ***Infinity [O~O] ♫♪♫♪ I am flying... But not in the sky Much above than that. I am diving... But not in the sea Much lower than that. I am dying... But not the death you know Much beautiful than that. I am becoming alive... But not on the planet you know Much different than that. I am falling in love But not a person Music. 私は飛んでいる でも空じゃない もっと上に。 私は潜っている でも海じゃない もっと深いに。 私は死んでいる でも知っている死因じゃない もっとキレイに。 私は生きている でも地上じゃない ぜんぜん違うの。 私は愛に落ちている でも人間じゃない 音楽に。 Би нисэж байна... Гэхдээ тэнгэрийн уудамд биш Түүнээс бүр дээгүүр. Би шумбаж байна... Гэхдээ тэнгисийн гүнд биш Түүнээс бүр доогуур. Би үхэж байна... Гэхдээ чиний мэддэг үхлээр биш Түүнээс илүү сайхнаар. Би амь орж байна… Гэхдээ чиний мэддэг гараг дээр биш Түүнээс огт өөр ертөнцөд. Би дурлаж байна... Гэхдээ хүнд биш Хөгжимд л... Posted 1st December 2011 by Б.Батзаяа

My father tells me that everything actually is one. I never got it till now, what we see seem different for others but actually it is totally same. This is the elegant example what I'm trying to tell. Young woman and old woman. If you see young woman then imagine the her chin is the nose of the old woman. What you really believe is the another side of what other people. If you say something you are saying the one part of the theme. Everything is connected to this theory or whatever you want to say.  But here goes the another argument, but we are unique. Person like you never can be found again. Well it is like if you see sun, there has to be the shadow...  I tried to understand every people i was surrounded, i even forced myself. At the very moment of understanding others i almost forgot myself. I was in danger of becoming them. I was erasing all I had by understanding them and agreeing them.